親愛的 你的感覺 我明白
不過...我也想告訴你 我的感覺
早上, 我回醫院做物理治療...在火車上已經打過數次給你 但是連接不上
在第一城站等了你一會...
回到醫院..終於找到你
那一刻我唯一的擔心是 你的安全
除 你的安全之外 我沒有想其餘的東西
你真的太累了...那一刻我忍不住哭
為什麼我成為你的重擔?
我心痛
今日治療師給我人手拉骨
痛到不停大叫...不停尖叫...痛到爆
午飯時..痛痛.本來想找你 但不想吵醒你
忍忍忍忍忍忍忍忍痛
下午看骨科醫生
他....ai
我唯一想要說是....dun take me wrong...okay?...for me ..and for my mom today is somewhat..painful...and hurtful because of what doctor said and did...so dun blame yourself for not being responsible...you dun need to bare any responsibility for me coz ...we are my soul mates...responsibility=pressure...but sharing=double joy...so I am depressed just because of what the doctor said and did...
I just feel a bit unhappy is because you should tell me in advance ( like 9 sth this morning when I called you..) if you were physcially/mentally drained off coz I will not feel unhappy juz becaue you cannot accompany with me coz your health is very vital..o^_^o...get it?
Your big phat Phyllis
xxx
